BURN YOUR FRIENDS

my life crisis is over. my sister just freaked me out. blue is a girl and not a boy. tara was just being a stupid fag that i fucking hate. grrrrr. ne way.............

i had my 13 b-day saturday. i hated it. half the day i was by myself(the best part of the day) then my mum took me  to a car dealership where we spent like 3-5 hrs. there so she could get a new car. we went to the mall and we went everywhere my mum wanted to go. she's so motherfucking selfish!!! i fucking hate her. grrr. one day i'll get my revenge. sweet sweet revenge.

MY WHOLE LIFE HAS BEEN A FUCKING LIE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WAS JUST WATCHING BLUES CLUES AND THEY SAID BLUE WAS A BOY!!! MY ENTIRE LIFE I THAWT BLUE WAS A GIRL!! THEY  LIED TO ME!! I LIVED FOR BLUE AND NOW I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO IM HVING A LIFE CRISIS. MY LIFE IS SPINNING OUT OF CONTROL NO!!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

i also went to taste of chaos with my buddy hope. it was really SWEET! wiL talked on my fone, aiden signed my shirt, and they smelled really sexy and delicous. yum.

im so happy: ) last night i stole back some of my cds from my parents. i got everything taken away a few months before and its been driving me absolutely crazy. i stole back 3 of in my opinion the best cds i have. from first to last:dear diary my teen angst has a body count, afi:decemberunderground, good charlotte:clouds(their debut album). the only thing thats bugging me now is that  i cant find heroin. its one of the best.

The river Styx runs through this level of Hell, and in it are punished the wrathful and the gloomy. The former are forever lashing out at each other in anger, furious and naked, tearing each other piecemeal with their teeth. The latter are gurgling in the black mud, slothful and sullen, withdrawn from the world. Their lamentations bubble to the surface as they try to repeat a doleful hymn, though with unbroken words they cannot say it. Because you lived a cruel, vindictive and hateful life, you meet your fate in the Styx.

its the 5th level of hell.i dont wanna be naked!i like the mud tho.its ranking was extreme. i guess that means im a really bad person.

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hey guys watz up? me and my friend are trying to start a band and we need help picking out some band names.tell me which are your favorites out of these. if you have any ideas or suggestions i would love to hear them.

broken dreams

cruel laughter

bleeding dreams

beween liars and friends(i dont really like this one)

tragic sins(thnx 2 iluvnickwheeler)

blood red dreams

drowning in tears

crying heartache

the undead alive(again thnx 2 iluvnickwheeler)

sardonic sympathy(thnx 2 xsaccrintoxicityx)

everything from this point on are things i thought of last night without approval from chelsea.

black lights

the abused

system meltdown

 eternal torture

electric torture parade or electric parade or torture parade

black & bloody

victims of hate

victims

black stars

firestarters

the 7 sins(only if we get 7 ppl. not all bandmembers have been decided yet)

cold & heartless

drowning in blood(i like it better then drowning in tears)

blood red moon

willing sacrifice

poseidon

demeter

hades' helpers

eumenides

like i said before were open to suggestions and ideas. tell me your favorite(s)

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ok so here's chelsea's ending.

she lives happily ever after with ryan. yay. she has kids named:fucker, bitch, asshole, dickhead, slut, whore, and bob.

hopes ending.

she lives happily ever after with bam.  yay for her. she has like 10 kids(its her dream)

MY ENDING.

i live happily with VILLE but hope tries to send me to rehab and a crazy asylum and then i kill myself in front of her before she ever gets a chance. my last words are"so this is what my best friend does to  me. got to hell bitch i'll meet you there!"and i die in a pool of blood. yay for me!

ok im back. lets continue shall we?

"its not just cuz you kissed ryan."chelsae said ignoring that ryan was sitting right there.

"then why is it?!"

"you kissed brendon,spencer, you dated sonny, and you somehow always have guys liking you. im tired of it! its always about you!"

"yeah it is! you should just make yourself more known or something. its not my fault people like me."

"youre so selfish! all you care about is yourself! i bet yu dont even likeryan youre just trying to get me mad!"

"i care about other people!"

"name 5."

"hope,morgan,emily,belle,and ryan. easy."

"fine name 10."
"hope, morgan, emily, belle, ryan,ummm... you, uhhh...lucy,ville,brendon, and spencer. i win!"

"you can barely name 10.  im leaving. im sick and tired of you."she said walking out.

"well im tired of you!" i yelled back at her."buttmunch!"

"i think i should go follow her."spencer said.

"i'll help."brendon said following spencer out.

"you dated sonny?" ryan asked.

"yeah for a while. thats why i didnt talk to the guys from FFTL that much. kinda weird."

"yeah i understand."he sighed and we just sat there for a while.

i m done writing for now. i cant think of anything else.

if you think this sucks(which i think it kinda does) it probably does im just doing this to get aarluver82 mad. its fun.back to the story!

"you told her to smash bottles on her head?you should know better then to  tell a drunk person to do that!"ryan said.

"espicailly a stupid drunk person"i said trying to make chelsae look as bad as possible.

"shutup sam!"chelsea said glaring at me.

"yes especially a stupid drunk person. why the hell did you tell her to do that?"

"i dont know. cuz i just wanted to i guess."chelsae said looking away.

"she wants revenge!" i said.

"why does she want revenge?"

"1. cuz of all the shit ive done in the past and 2.cuz i kissed you and she's been practically worshipping you since she was 13."

"thats a stupid reason for revenge."

"its not just cuz you kissed ryan."

gotta go.

"what?" chelsae said as she turned the radio to 99.7.

"meeting HIM, FFTL, and panic!."

"yeah! that would so totally rock dude!maybe you would finally get your hug from ville." she said lauging.

"i want my hug!" i said and then we heard Axle talking on the radio.

"hey freeloaders, were giving away free backstage passes to the HIM/FFTL/Panic!at the disco concert thats going on tonight plus $200. all you have to do is be the first caller to name all the band members in all the bands.you want these tickets? start calling!"

"oh my fucking god! we have to get those passes!" chelsae screamed. " but wait, i dont know all the band members. nooooooo!!!!"

" but i do. being a music genius rocks." i said and called the radio station.

"hey whos this?"axle said.

" hey watz up? im sam from bogart ga and this is chelsae."

"hi!" chelsae yelled.

" ok name all the band members from all the bands."

" from panic! its brendon,ryan,spencer, and jon,from HIM its ville,burton, linde, mige, and gas, and from FFTL its sonny, derek, travis and matt."

"thats it! you just won the backstage passes and the $200!"

me and chelsae started screaming.

"well meet you guys there but first what do you lookk like?"

"im kinda short with black hair with a bunch of different colored streaks, a nose ring, lip ring, and my ears pierced 3 times, a FFTL band tee, a HIM hoodie, a HIM hat, gloves, black pants with chains, converses. chelsae will be following me."

" coll see you guys there!"

" see ya bye!"

bye."

i hung up and me and chelsae started screaming again."weve got backstage passes! were gonna meet the bands!"

"im gonna meet ryan!"

"and its all thanks to me. if i want such a genius we wouldnt have gotten these passes."

"i love you! youre my best friend in the world! you rock dude!"

"yeah i know."

chelsae put in A FEVER YOU CANT SWEAT OUT and we started singing a long to it. when we finally got to the concert we jumped out of the car and started walking around trying to find the 99.7 place where they had the passes. when we saw it we ran up and yelled" backstage passes please!"

" so you guys are the winners.congratulations. heres you money and passes."

"thenk yu!" we said and grabbed the passes and started running around and shouting. just then my phone rang. it was my mom. i had snuck out to go to the concert.if i got caught i would be so screwed its not eeven funny(well actually it is but you know). " chelsae! its my mom! what do i do?!"

"dont pick up stupid!"

"fine lets go!" i said and we ran in giving the ticket guy our tickets and we went in."moshpitt?"

"duh!"

"i cant believe hope is missing this!"

"yeah. that just reminded me, wheres paula?"

" i dont know call her."

chelsae called paula and talked to her for a minute. he hung up and said"paulas got a stomach virus. she couldnt come."

" poor paula."

"lets go!"

" yeah! but wait! first i have to get something to drink." i said and pulled out my wallet and started looking or my fake i.d."FUCK!!!!!!!! i left my i.d. at home! why?!" i yelled and dropped to my knees."ow! hey i need my head for what little thinking i do!: i said to chelsae as she hit my head as hard as she could. shes straight edge and gets angry at me when i do non straight edge stuff.i got up and put my wallet back in my pocket.

"lets just go to the moshpitt."chelsae said.

"fine. i still cant believe i left my i.d. at home."

" shutup."

HIM  came on before we could get to the pitt. we made out way thru the crowd and finally got to the pitt. we were in there the entire time they played. the played drunk on shadows, razorblade kiss, vampire heart, the sacrament, and love said no, wings of a butterfly, in the nightside of eden, and join me. they went off stage and FFTL came on. almost everybody screamed when sonny came on stage(including me). they played note to self, emily, afterbirth, and we all had..., ride the wings of pestilance, mother sound, the latest plague, and wallz moore. when they were done they got off stage and panic! came on. chelsae went absolutely crazy. they played all the songs on a fever you cant sweat out except the intro and intermission. the whole concert was the greatest ever! then when it was all done and the crowd started leaving me and chelsae made our way to the backstage entrance. we held our breathe as we walked in. there eveyrone was. HIM, FFTL, and Panic!. i kept totally calm." hey dudes watz up?" i said.

"hi!" chelsae said.

there was a mixture of hellos, watz ups, hi's, and one flirty sounding hello from someone. " we know you know who we are but who are you?" brendon said.

"im chelsae and this is savannah"

"its sam not savannah!" i told her and kicked her.

"ow! you stupid little buttmunch!"

"buttmunch is my word and im not little!"

"yes you are! buttmunch"

"shutup chelsae!" i yelled and kicked her again except herder.

" would you stop that!"

"make me!"

"i will!" we were about tho start fighting when jon and ville held us back from killing each other."calm down love. we wouldnt want anyone getting hart now would we?" ville said to me. i stopped thrashing and ville let go.

" sorry about thet. shes really immature." chelsae said looking at me.

"fuck yeah." i said.

"so youre names are sam and chelsae. how old are you guys?" ryan asked.

"chelsaes 30 and im 21."

"am not! ignore her. im 19 and shes 17."

" do you guys have anything with alcohol in it by any chance?" i asked. i was dying for some alcohol.

"arent you a little young to be drinking love?" ville said.

"dont give her any!" chelsae said.

"dont listen to her! give me some! please! ill do anything!" i said.

"anything?"brendon asked.

"as long as i get alcohol."

"kiss spencer."

"what?!" spencer said.

"ok." i said and kissed spencer. "can i have a drink now?"

"not yet. kiss ryan."

"fine." i said and kisessed ryan.

"now kiss jon."

" that i cant do."
"why not?"

"im on team brent."

"oh. well then kiss me."

"ok." i said and kissed brendon.  he french kissed me. after a minute u pulled away and said" can i have a drink now?"

"here ya go." he said and gave me a beer.

"thanks. i was gonna get some during the show but i left my i.d. at home. good show by the way." i said and took a long drink of my beer.

"hey whats that on your arm?" ryan asked.

"thats um nothing." i said pulling my sleeve down farther so my scars would be hidden.

" those are her scars she got from cutting herself and trying to comitt suicide!" chelsae said. she wanted revenge on me for kissing ryan.

"you cut yourself?" brendon said.

"you tried to kill yourself?!" ville said.

"yes and yes. i tried to kill myself when i was 13 and i cut myself for a while. whats the big deal? im not the only one that has." i said taking another drink of beer.

"she has issues."chelsae said.

"no comment." just then my phone rang."fuck its my mom again."

"is that bad?"brendon said.

"only if you count sneaking out to go to a concert while your grounded."

"her parents are brutal." chelsae said.

" i got it! brendon say that i died. here." i said and handed brendon my phone.

"hello." he said." no maam im officer smith. im sorry to tellyou this but your daughter died in an accedent. her body was burned. i think it was a bonfire accident but im not positive.we phone lying on the ground and it started ringing. im sorry ma'am. goodbye." he said and hung up the phone. then he started lauging.

"whats so funny?" i asked.

"when youre mom heard me say hi she said"savannah better not be sleeping with one of those eyeliner freaks again."

" oh yeah. id rather not talk about that."

chelsae started laughing at me.

"what. im sure youve done it before too."

"im straight edge stupid."

"oh right. damn it. wait, im free! im free! im free! im free! thank you brendon!" i said and jumped on brendon and started kissing him.then i jumped off him and started running around chelsae yelling"im free! im finally free!"

"hey retard theres just one problem. where are you going to stay?" chelsae said.

"good point. let me think...........i got nothin. ill think of something eventually." i said."but one things for sure im never going to go home again!"

"hey were having a party at the hotel were staying at. would you guys wanna come?" ryan said.

"fuck yeah!" we yelled.

"cool lets go." brendon said. we all walked out and into the parking lot.

"thanks again for doing that for me brendon." i said. i was walking next to him.

"no problem. youre a good kisser by the way."

"thanks. youre not that bad yourself."we walked along just talking. chelsae was talking to jon ahead of us and ryan was walking behind me and brendon. the guys from HIM and FFTL didnt come because they were leaving since this was the last concert from the tour.

ive gotta stop here. tell me what  you think about it. i need some ideas for a title too.

OK im back. heres some more.

"so i guess well  just follow you guys to the hotel."i said to brendon as we came to the car.

"yeah i guess" he said

"cool well meet you there"

"cool.bye."

"see ya"

i turned around and yanked on the door. it was locked"hey chelsae! hurry up and get your ass over here!the doors locked!"she was talking to jon. when i looked around i saw ryan looking at me from across the parking lot, brendon looking at me from their car, and spencer looking at me from where he was standing next to jon. chelsae came over and looked like she was about to kill me. "get in the car!" she shouted at me.

"ok." i wasnt gonna argue with her...yet.

"what the fuck?! i cant believe you! you kissed brendon, spencer, and ryan! how many times have i told you ryan is mine!"

"ha ha. i kissed brendon urie, spencer smith, and your beloved ryan ross! see where alcohol can get you."

"i cant believe you. you have them all staring at you. you only gave them on kiss!"

"actually i kissed brendon more than once."

"whatever!"

" so are we going or what? drive or i will"

she drove off following panic!. she didnt say anything else the entire drive. i on the other hand was singing every word to every song on the radio as loud as possible. when we got there i jumped out of the car and ran over to the guys(im happy and hyper). i jumped onto ryan. "hi!were here!"

"hi." he said back.

gotta go to skool!

hey! im back. lets continue.

i looked over at chelsae. she was glaring at me.she was trying to scare me like she does with everyone else. but me being not everyone else i just squeezed ryan."so are we gonna pary or what?"

"yeah lets go!"brendon said. we ran to the floor where the party was. there was already a bunch of people there. we went crazy! after a while i got thirsty. i ran around trying to find something with alcohol in it. i finally found it! beautiful beer. before chelsae could find me i tried to drink as much as possible. i was wasted when chelsae found me."hey chelsae! wicked party huh?!" i said  with my speech slurred.

"yeah wicked. hey you know what you should do! see how many bottles you can break on your head before you pass out!" she said. she wanted revenge.

"great idea!" i said and jumped on the table with all the bottles. i started breaking them on my head. i lost count after 3. then i broke one on my head(i dont know which number). i passed out and fell off the table.

when i woke up i saw brendon, chelsae, spencer, and ryan sitting around the bed. "where the hell am i?" i said sitting up and rubbing my head.

"you dont remember?"chelsae said. i think she was hoping i wouldnt remember that she told me to start smashing bottles on my head.

"why do you think i asked?of course i dont remember! why does my head hurt so bad? ive had hang  overs before but this isnt the usual pain."

"you were smashing bottles on your head and then you passed out."spencer said.

"oh. why was i smashing bottles on my head?"

"cuz youre stupid and you were wasted." chelsae said.

"you told me to! i remember now! you told me to see how many bottles i could smash on my head until i pass out."

chelsae was embarassed and looked away. she gets embarassed really easily.

thats all i can think of right now. ill type more later.

hey i just thought of a new story. here it is. oh by the way this story is based on the future 5 years from now.

"hurry up chelsae!were gonna be late!: i yelled at chelsae. we were going to a concert." i know you dont wanna miss seeing ryan!"

"im coming!" she yell and ran outside.

"whos gonna drive? i want to!"

"hell no are you kidding me?! im driving!"

" fine but i call shotgun."

"theres no one else here stupid."

" i know."i said and got in the car."is paula and hoe coming?"

"paula is hope isnt."

" why?"

" she said something about not going with a psycho path, pyromaniac, alcoholic, druggie person."

"hey i only did that once! well actually...nevermind." i said as chelsae gave me an evil glare.

"wouldnt it be cool if we met panic!?"

"dude that would rock!you know what wold be even cooler?

"what?"

"seeing HIM, panic!, and FFTL."

"dude that would rock!"

sorry people gotta go to school.

hey everyone that read the inferno thing screw that idea. i couldnt think of a good story to go along with it. he was a good charecter tho.

i made something up last night and was wondering if it would make a good story. read this and tell me what you think. its going to be about a vampire named Inferno.

Inferno was born in Helsinki, Finland on October 31, 1867 at 3:00 am. His full name is Inferno Valo Aluevera. He was turned into a vampire at the age of 21. Hes now 139 years old. he is a vegatarian and skateboards. Inferno has been friends with Ville Valo since they were infants and became friends with Bam Margera since Ville has. they are all best friends and live in castle bam together. he dyes his hair a lot but it is currently black, blue, and red and styled in a fowhawk(sp?). he has his ears, nose, and lip pierced. he loves doing stupid things and can be very random. he can be serious at times tho. sometimes he gets a little to paranoid and starts twitching at the slightest sound. he is also short tempered and can get very violently angry.

he's kinda based on me. leave notes and tell me what you think. please! = )

im bored as crap!!!!!! i dont know what to do. i generally do stupid stuff when im bored(favorite pass time)but chelsae said that i cant cuz if i get caught then my mom will call her mom and theyll  be yelling at each other and i wont ever talk to chelsae again and all that other shit. what do you guys do when youre bored. i need feedback.

if youre a friend of aarluver82 and you dont want her getting mad, tell me.