Spencerluvr1's Journals

my life crisis is over

my life crisis is over. my sister just freaked me out. blue is a girl and not a boy. tara was just being a stupid fag that i fucking hate. grrrrr. ne way.............

i had my 13 b-day saturday. i hated it. half the day i was by myself(the best part of the day) then my mum took me to a car dealership where we spent like 3-5 hrs. there so she could get a new car. we went to the mall and we went everywhere my mum wanted to go. she's so motherfucking selfish!!! i fucking hate her. grrr. one day i'll get my revenge. sweet sweet revenge.

I JUST FOUND OUT MY HOLE LIFE IS A LIE!!!!!!NOOO!!!!!!!!!!

MY WHOLE LIFE HAS BEEN A FUCKING LIE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WAS JUST WATCHING BLUES CLUES AND THEY SAID BLUE WAS A BOY!!! MY ENTIRE LIFE I THAWT BLUE WAS A GIRL!! THEY LIED TO ME!! I LIVED FOR BLUE AND NOW I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO IM HVING A LIFE CRISIS. MY LIFE IS SPINNING OUT OF CONTROL NO!!!!!!!!!

i also went to taste of chaos with my buddy hope. it was really SWEET! wiL talked on my fone, aiden signed my shirt, and they smelled really sexy and delicous. yum.

so happy: )

im so happy: ) last night i stole back some of my cds from my parents. i got everything taken away a few months before and its been driving me absolutely crazy. i stole back 3 of in my opinion the best cds i have. from first to last:dear diary my teen angst has a body count, afi:decemberunderground, good charlotte:clouds(their debut album). the only thing thats bugging me now is that i cant find heroin. its one of the best.

i took this hell quiz thingy and this is what i got....

The river Styx runs through this level of Hell, and in it are punished the wrathful and the gloomy. The former are forever lashing out at each other in anger, furious and naked, tearing each other piecemeal with their teeth. The latter are gurgling in the black mud, slothful and sullen, withdrawn from the world. Their lamentations bubble to the surface as they try to repeat a doleful hymn, though with unbroken words they cannot say it. Because you lived a cruel, vindictive and hateful life, you meet your fate in the Styx.

its the 5th level of hell.i dont wanna be naked!i like the mud tho.its ranking was extreme. i guess that means im a really bad person.

just do this. it's really cool

GO TO THIS SITE:http://quiz.ravenblack.net/blood.pl?biter=billymcfuzzhea
IT'S SO COOL!YOU'VE GOTTA DO IT: )

www.rrrrthat's5rs.com

dudes! if you like to play video games go to this site:www.rrrrthat's5rs.com

it's really fun. there's cool games like dont shoot the puppy and dont make mommy cry.they rock!

possible band names

hey guys watz up? me and my friend are trying to start a band and we need help picking out some band names.tell me which are your favorites out of these. if you have any ideas or suggestions i would love to hear them.

broken dreams

cruel laughter

bleeding dreams

beween liars and friends(i dont really like this one)

tragic sins(thnx 2 iluvnickwheeler)

blood red dreams

drowning in tears

crying heartache

the undead alive(again thnx 2 iluvnickwheeler)

sardonic sympathy(thnx 2 xsaccrintoxicityx)

everything from this point on are things i thought of last night without approval from chelsea.

black lights

the abused

system meltdown

eternal torture

electric torture parade or electric parade or torture parade

black & bloody

victims of hate

victims

black stars

firestarters

the 7 sins(only if we get 7 ppl. not all bandmembers have been decided yet)

cold & heartless

drowning in blood(i like it better then drowning in tears)

blood red moon

willing sacrifice

poseidon

demeter

hades' helpers

eumenides

like i said before were open to suggestions and ideas. tell me your favorite(s)

The Open Door

dudes if you havent gotten Evenescence's new cd The Open Door you've got to go get it!its so awesome! this cd kicks some major ass! so what the hell are you waiting for?!!! go get it now! run! run!

the ending of the new story

ok so here's chelsea's ending.

she lives happily ever after with ryan. yay. she has kids named:fucker, bitch, asshole, dickhead, slut, whore, and bob.

hopes ending.

she lives happily ever after with bam. yay for her. she has like 10 kids(its her dream)

MY ENDING.

i live happily with VILLE but hope tries to send me to rehab and a crazy asylum and then i kill myself in front of her before she ever gets a chance. my last words are"so this is what my best friend does to me. got to hell bitch i'll meet you there!"and i die in a pool of blood. yay for me!

new story continued...again,again

ok im back. lets continue shall we?

"its not just cuz you kissed ryan."chelsae said ignoring that ryan was sitting right there.

"then why is it?!"

"you kissed brendon,spencer, you dated sonny, and you somehow always have guys liking you. im tired of it! its always about you!"

"yeah it is! you should just make yourself more known or something. its not my fault people like me."

"youre so selfish! all you care about is yourself! i bet yu dont even likeryan youre just trying to get me mad!"

"i care about other people!"

"name 5."

"hope,morgan,emily,belle,and ryan. easy."

"fine name 10."
"hope, morgan, emily, belle, ryan,ummm... you, uhhh...lucy,ville,brendon, and spencer. i win!"

"you can barely name 10. im leaving. im sick and tired of you."she said walking out.

"well im tired of you!" i yelled back at her."buttmunch!"

"i think i should go follow her."spencer said.

"i'll help."brendon said following spencer out.

"you dated sonny?" ryan asked.

"yeah for a while. thats why i didnt talk to the guys from FFTL that much. kinda weird."

"yeah i understand."he sighed and we just sat there for a while.

i m done writing for now. i cant think of anything else.